When I hear white people lie like that, I shake with rage. White people will never understand it- but the pain is like in your whole body. It's like you're filled with steam and heat. You can hardly breathe, your head is filled with light. In any other circumstance, you would be screaming and crying hysterically. But you've been silenced. You can't say anything about whites/ By fiat, they are perfect. You must bow down and grovel at their feet.
Fuck that. Since whites love our pain and our tears so much, I'm fighting back. It'
s a silent death everytime I let them silence us. Poor boy of course has attempted to silence me on his blog- he can't stoop to listening to a person of color. A rich white person could be watching.