I don't have much use for competition. It seems pretty empty- you win, and then, that's all? Not to mention, competition is soulless, winning is all, all other considerations fall to the wayside. I live in a pretty competitive society. If you're just average, you're not good enough, and things are pretty cutthroat. I do not know what to do. On the one hand, I don't want to be in a perpetual unwinnable race, racing to catch up to people with tons of headstarts and who have been doping, and on the other, I'd rather prefer not to eat cat food. There has to be a middle ground, but I don't know.